I'm starting to feel better. I cant wait to meet you friend Shiba. I hope he will be free tomorrow night, I took the night off just incase.

-Dietrich

I decided to just not see the commissioner, I will work along side of Shiba and help solve these cases as I promised the Star of Hope before I made her the Star of Sorrow. It was euphoric watching her tears flow Since then cutting all ties I have begun to walk this dark path along side this one person I still allow myself to speak to.

I swore I would stop Kira, and I will. Or my name is not Dietrich von Lohengrin. I feel that I am more the qualified to be the one helping Shiba even if unlike Shiba I have no connection to the police I am a Theology Major and a Philosophy minor. Not to mention my other talents are rather useful as well..

So Why am I still working in this sex shop? Why am do I sometimes feel like the biggest smut peddler in all the city. I just feel empty inside...I think I may be giving away Beloved...I might call Isaak and see if I can come home for a week or so during Summer Break...I need another break from this place...


I feel so far away from what I used to be. Oh yeah if anyone cares I'm fully moved back into my old apartment. Feel free to drop by just all or knock first.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

I cant believe this shit, its been days and my plans have no yet worked. Why is he not making a move? Why is she not come yet? This is not how these things are meant to work out! My annoyances are getting higher and I find myself simply waiting for the time I spend with Shiba without him I am an empty shell of boredom. With the lose of Isaak and the dimming of my Star I wonder what is really left here of my past dealings?

My sibling they don't even speak to me. I haven't seen or spoke to Schuldig since the dating game and Nami in months, I miss my sister and brother and the life I had.

Going to AA with Goyjo just for the laughs Seeing Goyjo...whose cut me off for his teacher....I miss my friend man. Just cause his teacher doesn’t like me I don’t get to see him...I’m going to play Halo and miss Jezebel now too...

................fuck I cant even call Honda....she's pissed at me too........I have to wait for Shiba time....I’ll play the Godfather game instead....

Dietrich Von Lohengrin

Oh Ayame, lets have a chat tomorrow shall we? I hope to please you well boss man.

Also, Shiba, thank you. I haven't had a night like that in ages. Lets work out best and stop the common annoyance. You can come to my place anytime.
 

I can not say I have felt this well in a long time, I can breath deeply without the burning and the wheeze is all gone I'm no doctor Isaak but I say I am all better and I allowed myself out to have a day on the town to met with that beautiful man I met at the dating game before I witnessed the great deception. And removed myself from that annoying event.

Oh on that note, I've made some changes in my life. Some of you will know this soon enough, keep an open eye and see if your one of those changes. The reason for these changes I believe  its time to give into Isaak and allow myself to return to my roots. Show the high breeding of my blood. If it would get Isaak off my case then so be it! Dietrich von Lohengrin will return to his roots! A little late since my dear father has abandoned me departed from the city, but not before I managed to talk him into leaving me the house, not that I need it with my apartment but since both are paid off why not keep them both?

Heh, I am so easily distracted by myself so as I was saying Shiba and i saw one another at the cafe and had quiet the time I have to say I enjoyed myself fully in ways I have long since forgot I could. I look forward to my next outing with Shiba!

I have taken a notice of some things about these crime scenes the news has been showing, I wonder if that angry British woman has even noticed. These cops in this city disappoint me, I guess not everyone in this city can have a superior education like I had but like those damn Kira fans which I an far from I will sit back in the shadows and watch this play out, why not try and stop them you ask?

Its none of my business I simply wish to watch and place the puzzle together while I can.

...Schuldich, when may I come see the club? Its only right I see it soon you know as the Co-owner.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

PS: JEZEBEL! LOG ON AT 2:35AM! we will be tag teaming some lame bitches who dissed out unstoppable duo~! We have to represent!

ISAAK! COME TO MY ROOM RIGHT NOW!!! 

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod.

...I feel like Ive lost months of my life. I was so happy to see the snow and now I become lucid enough to realize that I am at his mercy, and for once thankful for him. and I am now 24 and dont even remember turning it. I promised my star I would spend it with her...oh well not like I ever cared before hand why care now?

Isaak, when I am fully better lets go out to dinner and we can talk about what I've been missing I know your mr social when you want to be.

Schuldich, I do apologize for dropping the project on you, I'll make it up to you somehow, kay?

and GOYJO! screw you man. That bet shouldnt count I was dying and you were still trying!...but as a man of my words.....I hate you.

-Dietrich

PS. Ringo, perhapse some night we can speak, I may have a favor to ask you.

EDIT
Mr. Hakkai; May we have dinner together when I return from my sick-leave?

I hate this, since my beloved snow feel Ive been too sick to do anything. This is the first time Ive felt able to even open my laptop and not feel sick. though tired as I may be. I missed my brithday again, oh well not like it matters.

I feel Isaak is hiding something from me but what can I do? I'm going back to bed. Schudig I saw you opened the club, good. I wish I could be there but I gotta get back on my feet. I'll be with you as soon as possibe.

-Dietrich
PS; congrads on getting married Sis. Sorry I wasnt invited there.

( PRIVATE//HACKABLE TO ESTHER )

My birthday's vastly getting near and I don't like that...I dont want to get old...At worst the heats out at my apartment so I have no choice but stay with Isaak. AND I haven't even told HIM yet...hi father.

To make this wonderful news better, I think I'm getting sick on top of it all...just fucking brilliant. I miss my star...

…No one told me…

I had to find out through Hikari….Isaak please don’t leave me. Please just stay a few more days I don’t want to be alone and Hikari doesn’t want me at work like this.

I will be keeping to myself from now on, lack for that meeting I have with the man in black, Is Wednesday good for you? I‘m a little under the weather today hung over and sick.

Star, I will try and make a wish upon you when I can find you in the skies again.

( “Private//Unhackable )
-von Lohengrin

....I am so fucked....

first off


Second off Miss Ringo it was a pleasure meeting you, and again I am sorry for being a bastard Mr. Iqus. And Cat Skin it was nice getting to know you. I've sadly lost the ring masters cane and hat tonight I know Mr. Souma will be pissed but maybe I can pay him to make me another set..

( Private/Unhackable: Except to the ultra hackers. )

Also, Esther gave birth to our first baby, I was their so I can say ours She named it Roger, its can be made better faster stronger! I must not steal Roger and play with his insides! I must resist! This is our child not my Frankenstein! I do wonder if she has realized that shes dating a computer wizard? I've been messing with these things since the old school Mac...

This doesn't mean I'm old...FUCK YOU ALL!

But all in all, tonight wasn't half bad.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Yes Esther; I did use Roger! I got you all set up so you don't have to be scared anymore. Be lucky I remembered you cant speak German. I almost switched the languages on you. If you need any help please don't hesitate to wake me. I'll still be sleeping I assure you, I've been running three days without sleep. Yeah I faked going to sleep just so I could play with Roger, but no fear. I'm not cheating with the technology, I was watching you sleep too.

Ahh On this American day of glutton I ask you how many of you have sinned? Or Gluttony is one of the 7 deadly sins! With every thing you have forced into yourself in the name o celebration you have pushed yourself further down the high way to hell! But fear not even the devil himself surely loves turkey, and has likely even slaughtered his own bird to sacrifice the blood to Lucifer.

God I love watching these people moving around outside like they have something to be thankful for MOST OF THIS TOWN IS IMMAGRANTS! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CELEBRATING AN AMERICAN HOLIDAY PEOPLE! Its shameful to your homelands! The British daring fuck you, these bastards are celebrating DEFEATING YOU! My fellow Germans who dare touch a drum stick I hope you choke! It is the Americans fault that our once powerful homeland is the ass of so many jokes! We almost have little to b proud of anymore! JAPANESE! They destroyed your way of living by forcing open the gates and the trade! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!

And DON’T even start me on the Spanish! JUST TAKE THE WATER AND SHUT UP! That’s all you want is the water, don’t deal with there holidays or rules just take the water and spit in the faces for making you deal with the shit. Someone else who shouldn’t celebrate this is someone who is part of this, The Native Americans, CATCH THAT! NATIVE Americans you bastards. Fuck you Jackson for forcing them out then sucking the meat off a bird in there name!

Nami Nami~ Lets go out and do karaoke together! Then I’ll take you out shopping for the pagan holiday that’s quickly approaching! I love watching people prepare for the day like its something special but just watch little sister I will make your proud! Just wait till you see what I have up my sleeves! Mwhahaa.

For the record, Jesus was a Jew. Goodnight Cross.

Halo is calling.
-Dietrich von Lohengrin,

[ooc; Koko apologizes for anyone she may have insulted with this entry and apologizes to anyone for forgot to insult. Thank you goodnight, happy glutton day.]

Oh man this last weeks been so bizarre, first spending time with the devil, its always fun to dance with the devil in the pale moonlight! Not that we did but it on my list of things to do! Yes brother dearest I have made a list! I did enjoy our time together, please do let me know if I can be of service to you any time. What I did for you is one of my passions, the fact I could do so and help you at the same time was great! Just give me a call man, I’m always at home or work or last chance if I‘m not at once of the two I‘m possible out with Goyjo at the bar or the church with Esther. On a rare moon I’m over at Beloved’s playing videogames.

Then seeing Nami and her boob-cat Batman, I’ve never seen Beloved handle another cat so well…what the hell man my evil cat was purring and being friendly! Anyway so after Chinese food I showed her how to play Fable then her teaching me to eat with chop sticks, I’ve always wanted to learn I just never much in a point in it. But I’ve gotten quiet attached to these visits from Nami, her German lesions and then just spending time with someone who seems to really give a damn about what I have to say.

Beloved isn’t talking to me right now, its so sad. I wonder what I did to make him cross, oh well though. I have a moody Beloved to deal with in my apartment, she has found that she likes clawing up the side of my bed…not cool. I wonder why she acts out like this. I’m sure there’s gotta be someone who knows more about Cat’s than I do. Maybe Gunzi.

I wonder if he dropped dead, I haven’t seen him in a few weeks, I’m kind of worried. Maybe the blind man put his cane through Gunzi’s eyes as revenge for leaving him alone to visit me? I wouldn’t put it past Goyjo’s teacher to do that to him if he ever found out we were going to be hanging out…that mans so scary… I feel like the worlds got some kind of animosity towards me! All my friends have restrictions by God, lover, teacher or robo! It sucks, I spend most of my time alone.

I’ve been cracking open my theology books again! I already have a degree in it so why did I just sign up for another theology class next semester! And I know I have to go visit Yuuko before she shows up here…Damn I’m going to have to clean this place up. That woman’s not come around since she broke that murderer out of jail so my place looks like shit man… I really hate doing woman work. cleaning.

Oh yeah about the theology books, I’ve been going to church weekly by Krad’s demand and I have started noticing the contradictions again, God It makes me want to call home and talk to the old man and let him go on a rant again. Kind of miss him already. Anyway! Off topic again So I started wondering certain questions again and decided to look into them and try ignoring the contradictions, I am trying to honestly open my mind to Esther’s relgion…Master would kill me on sight if he knew…no worries I cant even take it seriously much less really do it. Anyway, I should likely try and take Esther out sometime this week for canceling that dinner with Schuldich and his robo.

Yeah I think I’m done ranting for now.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Schuldich, Robo-wife, Esther. I changed my mind I don't want you coming over dinner. I have decided I just want to spend the night alone. If you come anyway I wont answer the door. Easy as that.

Good night.

Being back at work is same as always, same perverts same fan girls. I did miss Cross. Met a cool guy, his names Dante, He is Sparta. Not really but its cool enough. I got nothing else really important to say except I KNOW that days coming closer and closer….I don’t wanna be 24... I hate being this old.

Oh and Brother Dearest, Do you even remember what you asked me at the party? If you do let me know if your serious. I might be willing depends on what you got to offer. I’ll even wear my boots
-Dietrich von Lohengrin

( Private to Nami )


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